I am truly faced with a predicament. Some would say it is too early for this. But somehow it seems to have hit me a good 15 years before schedule. The quarter life crisis, as one of my friend puts in his status message holds very true for me too. The vast sense of hollowness that has filled up in my insides, just doesnt seem to abate. In a way, it is partly due to the strange class timings in the 2nd year of the masturbation degree and also due to the innate feelings of hopelessness in the dogged pursuance of something which has failed to achieve the transformation I was looking for in myself.
Foolish reliance on time to fill in this gap or hoping for "events to unfold itself" would have destabilized my already demented mind. Thats when inspired by my friend's first post, I thought of joining the bandwagon myself. Atleast a way to beat the boredom. In a way, according this blog the virgin status would be doing it an injustice, as I had, a year before, put up an inconsequential post & a blog which never saw the light of the day. Now hoping for a more consistent performance (never my forte), I would need to remind myself of this personal space and not let it bite the dust like the earlier one.
